when you stop talking to someone
someone who you were actually close with
someone who you shared everything
every secrets, every problems and every memories
how that someone actually throw that away
where friendship doesn't mean anything to 'that' someone
when he or she actually get what he/she wants
everything that you shared with that person means nothing
for so long we build a strong friendship
but because of some unworthy guy, that person actually choose him over us
us, the one that actually care about her
the one that actually feel sad when she's sad
the one that actually feel sympathy towards her, when she actually faced a tough problems
but all of that is nothing
we are not important, for her, that guy is everything that she ever wanted
she even willing to sacrifices her friends, her true friends for that bastard
from here, whatever memories we made are nothing for her
sometimes, I want nothing else but at least to be normal again
where we still together, where this normal silly things doesn't interrupt our friendship
even sometimes, I actually hope that someday we actually solve our problem
and talk
4 years of friendship is something to cherish
it is difficult to get to know someone and being close
but then again, it is impossible to fix whatever has been broken
I just wish and pray to god that she actually realize
and comeback to her sense
and come back to us.
